choking

Choking.

I’m choking.

Please release me from this grip

My mind has faded, my senses are gone and my heart’s been ripped

You can’t call this love because it feels like paralysis

You’re stifling me. You hate me and that is my analysis.

I’m cold now my heart’s covered in calluses

Drenched in resentment and sautéed in malice’s

Bitter, salty aftertaste and damn it I’m lost.

I wanted this feeling but never knew the cost.

I’m choking.

Can’t even breathe without your assistance

Love me wildly again, I hate your resistance

You hate my persistence, I hate your resentment

It makes me feel like you hate my existence

I want your commitment. And your hugs, and your kisses.

I crave our collision. Detest this division.

Abhor our decision to make this our ending.

It was never my vision to be without you, listen.

I’m sorry. I’m wrong. I just want your forgiveness.

I’m choking.

I’m not used to being without you. I hate the way it sounds

I’m not used to being without you. I just need you around

I’m choking.

Hug me from behind, to make things alright.

Hug me from behind, to save my life.

Can’t you see I’m choking?